Ya so today at lunch, Derrick, Joynell and Ryan made me cry.

They didn't want me sitting at their lunch table today. Actually, they never want me sitting at their lunch table. They didn't know I cried until Diana told them. I thought they felt guilty. And they should've. But they are those type of boys that don't give a f*ck about girls' feelings.

So when i was going to the buses today, Danielle, Natasha and I passed Derrick's bus. I looked at Derrick through his window. He looked at me through his window. I was giving him this face: and he was giving me the same face. And then he shook his head. I'm guessing that since he did that, the boys don't care that they made me cry. They don't care that they hurt my feelings. And they don't care that they ripped my heart out of my chest.

Unfortunately, I see these 3 everyday. We have A days and B days. On A days, I see them at lunch. On B days, I see Derrick during gym class and I see Joynell & Ryan during LA and lunch.

So they are probably gonna do something to me tomorrow... Derrick is most likely gonna say something during gym class and Joynell & Ryan are gonna say something during LA. But if they try, I'll ignore them. I don't want to speak to them anymore. I am offically what Heather (not ~Chowderfanfox) would say, "shunning" them.

Heck i'm too scared to even go near them now. I'm afraid of what they are going to say to me. How do I know if they are gonna say something that'll make me cry again? I do not want that. They won't try to make me feel better. No. They won't. Because they suck balls. I honestly do not know why I even bother talk about them on here... or any of my problems on here.